Venting

OK, I have a good feeling most of my venting will be about work. Honestly I think most of us could say we hate our jobs. I am now sure there are plenty of people who are saying "oh I wish had a job to complain about" not to sound rude or ungrateful, but I don't care. This is my selfish time. I am amazed how people bad talk and back stab around here. I am normally a talkative person, but really, if I am quiet one day, things fucking blow up around here. I am not taking anything out on anyone, believe it or not I am just not talkative today. Why must that be held against me all the time? Why can there not be a single day that goes by that I just don't feel like Chit chatting.. Especially with people who act like they are a friend but they aren't. Because you know for a fact that you tell them anything personal at all, 8 million people know about by lunch. I have been around long enough to see how you work, and how quickly you will stab someone in the back for your own humor. This is getting nuts, and personally I can not take it anymore. I rather be stuck in a room by myself for the 8.5 hours I am here then be social. I am so sick and tired of people make comments about me not staying over time. SERIOUSLY!?? Who the hell are you to come at me. If there is no reason for me to stay for over time, why would I? Why would I choose to work over spending time with my daughter?!! I am not required to stay there for I am going home to be with my daughter. If I had to stay I would, but I don't, so go suck it. Why must people be so damn two faced. It makes me sick how quick people talk shit about others and are there to judge. It pisses me off to no end. I may not have a back bone to tell you to your face, that your are a back stabbing, narcissistic person but that is because I fear it. I am not being fake to you. Being fake is asking someone how they are doing when you could give two shits. Being fake is giving me a hug when you wish you had a knife in your hand to stab me in the back with. I tolerate you because I have to, I have to keep the peace within. I love the fact one can complain about what you are doing, but they are doing THE EXACT same thing!!! How can you bitch when I read my book for school, when your online doing your school work? How can you bitch that I am not talking to you, when I have made attempts and YOU are the one blowing me off. I am so sick and tired of this bullshit. I need to get away!